my agonies.............

1. Today i had gone 4 my bio xam...4 the 1st tym in my lyf i was prepard...and guess wat????
there was a power cut....and v had 2 ryt the xam in a dim lyt....with mosquitoes all arund..singing in our ears..and holding their concert and disturbing us!!! bloody mosquitoes!!!
2. i just want to ryt in my blog...but as usual am at a loss of topics...and so am writin total shit and wasting my tym,the electricity and yah...mastering my typing skillss...
3. finally today i said evrything that i wantd to...to one of my acquaintances....dont have ne idea about what her response will be. so besides ryting this blog....am waiting for her rply as well
4. last but DFNTLY not the least...tis only pongy and clouds...who chk my blog and comment on them( how sweet of u guys)....but no one else comments,visits and votes!!!!
i have just two words to say..."how rude"!!!
Oh i simply luv stephanie...she is such a swet and musical child!!! i wish i was a member in full house...how can a family b so perfect????guys...dnt av the notion that i hail frm a broken up family and stuff...and am damn frustrated with my family...nuthn lyk dat!!my family is perfctly normal...its just dat i admire full house and the members!!! they r just lyk...tooo gud to b true!!!
i mean u never get scolded,beaten,no jhogra jhati nuthn!!!
but at the end of it all..its a commercial soap and not real lyf...
reel lyf is wayyyy tooo diffrnt frm real lyf..Wat say guys????

Nisi dominius frustra

this has been my home for 14yrs. this is as evryone says...my second home. this is nothing but my skul....my beluvd skul. though i am not in a hurry 2 grieve 4 my skul at this moment (coz i av another yr 2 spnd in my skul) but the thing dat am going to miss r my frndzzz....
i had been out of tuch wit skul for many mnths....and the reason...its already there in my blog. after these many mnths...wen i came bak 2 skul evrything seemd to just have metamorphosisd...it has got nuthn 2 do wit the skul building stuff...or teachers...its regarding my frndzz..and i thnk taking names wnt b a necessity...jader bojhar tara thik i bujhe jabe!! confronting this nu situation made me sumwat sad...dfntly bcoz i was feeling an alien..or fish out of water...whatever..but also 4 the fact...dat the person whom i thot 2 b my bst frnd...my confidant...was actually neither of the two. for a certain period of tym i tried 2 convince myself by saying dat..ohk...chalo thik hain...its not wat am thinking..but slowly tym passd...and the truth dawnd upon me...dat no wat am thinking is absolutly ryt!!!its not necessary dat u can make frndz only once in a lyftym..no!!! i av a long way to go and i'll av loads of people to make frndzz...and specially wit those...whose psych(dont know if iv got the spelling ryt or rong!!) match wit dat of myn...and now..i av no feelings watsoever about my bst frnd or shud i say..."bst frnd"... but yah...i usd 2 luv her...and i still luv her...
and lastly...bst of luk 2 all my frndzz...who will b writing their xamzzzzz...JUST ROKK!!!!!!
luv u guyss!!!!

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well.... we all know that drinking tea is an art in itself...if not for all..then atleast for those individuals...who(like me) donot mind taking a sip at ne tym of the day. Then think...how pathetic can it be...when a person who is...as i wud say a "tea freak" after a long day of hard work, indulges himself to a cup of tea but just a millisecond b4 the tea reaches his lips and comforts him...he is overcum by a "haaf dhora hapani".

Nagashaki bari tar,ek chilo japani.

Ae she chumuk die,khete chilo chapani!!!

Hothath uthilo tar,haaf dhora hapaani.

Peyala ta chure fele,ki bhishon lafani!!!

Bheu bheu kede bole,nika kuru napani.

Ari goda gozamas,fama hitu tapani!!!!

N.B: this is a poem which i was given to learn and recite at a program organisd by my dad's office..and though i muggd up the poem and rehearsd it for 10 tymss...i sumhow managd 2 make a fool of myself and stammer on stage and in front of all the audience!!! well dats mee!!!!

confused....

guyss....am thoroughly confused!!!!my school lyf is almost at an end...a few more months and i will be let loose to face the 'big bad world' (nevermind deya) all by myself. well the problem which tops the problem of facing the world thingy...(tor blog porei idea guno pechi!!!) is that i dont have ne idea as to what i am going to pursue after my boards!!!! sumtyms i think..ohk...joint debo r engineering porbo and the second moment i think jodi bhalo jaegae na hoe tahole ki hobe??? engineering...meaning an 8 to 8 job..what if i cant devote myself completely????then i think of going in the general line...but wat after dat????then there is comm line,MBA,music even aaarrgghhh!!!as of now...i am a confused soul!!

I also know that my main motto for the tym being should be to study and prepare myself for my upcoming xamzz....but still...several thoughts keep on lingering in my mind and bug me and force me into thinking WHAT IS MY FUTURE????grrrrrrrr......

scary eh???

its not the eye of a fish..or anything like dat...

truly speaking its how my eye lukd, after i had my patch grafting done.it was a pretty bad experience...i do have many more pictures of this sort,but i have no intention of scaring people,coz if i do so people will stop visiting my blog...which obviusly i wudnt want to happen. this problem made me drop a year. And now i am sitting at home..waiting for my juniors to finish their xam..so that i can start my new session and attend classes for almost after a year...which seems to me like a decade!!and my frndzz...they av already started off with their boards and r thoroughly tensd!!!ooohhh......and for me...theres a full year ahead..for which my frndzz r pretty jealous..(no hard feelings...just kidding)!!!! i heard they had a gala time at their farewell,all of which(obviusly) i missed!!! neway...gudluk to me for the coming yr!!!!! [:D] (dnt know if the smiley will be working or not)

utter rubbish!!!!

well....firstly am not a good writer...what i mean to say is am not as good as the other bloggers...so naturally i am always at a loss of words!!! As of now i am just scribbling out evrything thats coming to my mind. No great vocabulary,no nice words nothing...pretty boring!! I know..but still cant help it.
I saw my frndz and my sister create their own blogs,and i was quite fascinated by the idea
of designing my blog all by myself!!! So here i am...with my own blog created and me, Sulagna
typing rubbish and mastering my typing skills!!!