this has been my home for 14yrs. this is as evryone says...my second home. this is nothing but my skul....my beluvd skul. though i am not in a hurry 2 grieve 4 my skul at this moment (coz i av another yr 2 spnd in my skul) but the thing dat am going to miss r my frndzzz....i had been out of tuch wit skul for many mnths....and the reason...its already there in my blog. after these many mnths...wen i came bak 2 skul evrything seemd to just have metamorphosisd...it has got nuthn 2 do wit the skul building stuff...or teachers...its regarding my frndzz..and i thnk taking names wnt b a necessity...jader bojhar tara thik i bujhe jabe!! confronting this nu situation made me sumwat sad...dfntly bcoz i was feeling an alien..or fish out of water...whatever..but also 4 the fact...dat the person whom i thot 2 b my bst frnd...my confidant...was actually neither of the two. for a certain period of tym i tried 2 convince myself by saying dat..ohk...chalo thik hain...its not wat am thinking..but slowly tym passd...and the truth dawnd upon me...dat no wat am thinking is absolutly ryt!!!its not necessary dat u can make frndz only once in a lyftym..no!!! i av a long way to go and i'll av loads of people to make frndzz...and specially wit those...whose psych(dont know if iv got the spelling ryt or rong!!) match wit dat of myn...and now..i av no feelings watsoever about my bst frnd or shud i say..."bst frnd"... but yah...i usd 2 luv her...and i still luv her...
and lastly...bst of luk 2 all my frndzz...who will b writing their xamzzzzz...JUST ROKK!!!!!!
luv u guyss!!!!
2 comments:
I know it's hard to reconcile to the fact that she is your friend no more but you shall,believe me.
See,you're this reallysweetcutething who deserves better people who really love her.Stop being sad for stupid people now.They don't deserve to be told that they hurt you,they don't deserve the sweet thing called you. :)
as a matter of fact deya...actually am not sad nemore...i just wanted 2 ryt a blog...and dis one seemd 2 b a perfect topic!!!
:D
LOL!!!
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